Such a strange position to find myself in. I could be speaking of one a few situations currently hijacking my life but I guess the one closest to my heart forces its way out of my mouth (hands?) the hardest. How is that I find myself reassuring her? Consoling, soothing, whatever? My heart my feels sore but I want to make it better for her first ( Read more... )

Those beautiful, aching memories. A 16 year old girl-child sitting in the sun of a Clifton Hill backyard. Angelic even, in those yellow pajama pants with orange hair falling down over her chest. I was captured from the back door ( Read more... )

first step of detachment: not calling her an hour before my exam when i feel like crying. I can't stand to hear the bitterness that i caused thrown back at me.

this is very hard. i hurt you and you hate me and now you’re somewhere else, metaphorically and it hurts and I hate you. I hate you I hate you I hate you because I love you and I wish I could cut you out like a cancer, like a fucking dead piece of something but I can’t and believe me I try. I tried for two hours. TWO WHOLE HOURS feels like forever ( Read more... )

I'm in love with your daughter

Rudimentary concept I know, but it’s incredibly difficult to be able to live for what you believe in while simultaneously surviving in this society. I feel that they are at constant odds with one an other. It’s hard, you know ( Read more... )

I just booked our flights to Sydney ( Read more... )

should I choose a noble occupation?
if I did I’d only show up late
and sick
and they would stare at me with hatred
plus my only natural talent’s wasted on my alcoholic friends

I dont wanna go back.

I told my lover that food in ‘poorer’ countries is being systematically fed to animals so that the meat can be sold to more prosperous nations. Jump cut to the group of people eating cheeseburgers (does that classify as meat?) on the street while every two seconds a child dies of malnutrition. It’s something like, 5 hectares of land, the size of 2 ( Read more... )

She will kiss you till her lips bleed but she will not take her dress off.