hmm time for a new journal i think.

the end.

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the weather tonight was so fantastic how could you not have awesome adventures?

i lub spring. :)

the wrath inside me is so huge i think it might overtake me.

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things are moving along swimmingly ( Read more... )

I had the most wonderful day!

Love and cars and driving and sex and dinner and movies and kissing and laughing and singing and late nights with that gorgeous smell in the air with bare feet on concrete.

I love you both so much.

I feel alive. no one when gets me the way you do. I cherish this.

I got my license Yay!

So happy.

I plan on getting trashed this weeked.

:)

It's just sad. im trying to distract myself and not pick up the phone and call her and tell her, i dont know, tell her something about my day, you know how hard it is to break out of that routine?

On one side things are bleak, on the other they're looking up.

I wanna tattoo.

Disillusioned isn’t exactly the right word. My heart hurts. Too much loss. That feeling, when emotional pain becomes physical, when you say “ouch” out loud because the harm is material and real and it’s happening to your flesh, or your heart or making you sick. I need something desperately. I need someone to take my hand, or look me in the ( Read more... )