I am so happy. I am still with Mike. We are doing really well. There's something about him that just makes me feel so complete. I never knew that someone could make me feel this way, but he does. And I love it. There's just something so perfect between us. We're so close, and so comfortable that it feels like we've been together for so long. And it ( Read more... )

someone has actually tied me down. :) and I love it. Seriously, I love being with him. For some reason he just makes me so incredibly happy. It's nice. And he has no problem telling me things... we're really open with each other. And he just likes to hold me... and oh my god... he wakes me up in the sweetest ways... I think he may just be perfect ( Read more... )

Well... I'm still happy... this happiness thing is something I could totally get used to. Let's just hope things continue going well... :) I sure hope it does... cause I enjoy the way he makes me smile. I'm a little worried I'm getting my hopes up though... hopefully he doesn't hurt me. I guess all you can do is hope, right?

So, remember that friend of Camerons I said I was beginnig to have feelings for? Well, his name is Mike. He makes me smile like crazy. Last night I called him to see what he was up to, and then he told me to come over, so we chilled in his room for a little bit, and then met up with JOlee to go play pool... well, that didn't work out so well, so we ( Read more... )

he's sweet... he makes me smile. :)

Life just got better.

But I am getting over you. I realized I don't deserve to be treated this bad. So, I won't erase you from my life, but I will recover from this pain. You hurt me, you used me, but we can still be friends. What makes it hardest is that sometimes we're ok... and sometimes you are so mean and hateful. It's those times I wonder why I even put up with ( Read more... )

Actually, I kinda wanna puch the whole world in the face. Seriously. But Cameron... I really wanna fuck him up. You know what's sad..? I will fall for his shit again and again. Example ( Read more... )

YOu know, sometimes you do things, and you know it's wrong, and then you'd think you'd learned from that mistake... but in the end you still do it... again ( Read more... )

I've felt the need to write for quite a while, and I've just been ignoring it. But I'm done putting off my thoughts. I don't know what I am doing anymore. I am just confused about everything. I've met a pretty awesome group of people, but I feel like I am just ditching my other group. And, I've lost a friend so far. Aaron. That was pretty rough on ( Read more... )

So, I am in college now. I really like it here... but sometimes I feel like crying. I don't really know why, it's just lonely sometimes. Funny that I should feel alone... because I almost never am. Really... I can't make a single move on my own. I should be happy, because I'm actually popular... and people actually like me. But still... it feels ( Read more... )