wow, i'm the biggest idiot ever. everybody is sick of me being an asshole. i need to think about what i say, and learn to hold things back. this doesn't mean that i didn't mean it though. because if that's what you think, that it just came out because i got caught up in things. that's not true at all.
things are kind of dull right now. spending time with good friends is great. watching documentarys and taxicab confessions with amanda, christine, and dylan is pretty much the best thing ever! i wish i had something intensely deep to write about, but life isn't too intense right now. my whole leg is asleep.
we don't do much for christmas anyways. but these sour patch kids are the best i've ever had. christine is my favorite, i enjoy spending time with her a lot.
hi dylan. hello justin. how are you? justin, do you like boys? i like a boy, i think. [insert scene where dylan kisses justin] i like you justin. i think you're a very nice boy.then justin basicaly sat there in shock while dylan explained why he likes him
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i'm not home. we're about half way there. i want to kick candace out of the van. she kissed me today. it was awkward. i said 'fuck!' really loudly when it was happening. it scared her. i just want to see amanda. quick update from brendans laptop.. i can't wait to go home.
we're heading back tonight. we, meaning me and this girl that's been hanging around the house named Candace. she's okay, but annoying and she keeps hinting that she wants me to kiss her. just do her already.no, shut up derek
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dear lj, i've been writing a lot of entries lately. i'm trying to keep up with the people who i have addeds entries. don't delete me yet. i promise i'm reading.