You know Justin? Well, Justin's dead ( Read more... )

i'm in love with this girl.
and who it is probably isn't going to come as a shock to you.
if you've read my journal for a while that is.
we're probably going to get married and everything.
i guess that's it. i don't really want to write in here anymore.

hi i'm 20.
i'm really old, and what 20 year old still uses livejournal?

my younger brother is destined to kill himself someday.
my mom has gone insane with stress.

yesturday, i sat in his hospital room and played acoustic ben gibbard for him quietly in the background. i've grown way past listening to any form of ben gibbard's music, but mark just started. he worships the man.

so, why'd you do it?why did natalie do it ( Read more... )

i adore aubrey davis.
and when we kiss, i'm actually thinking about aubrey davis.
i just want to kiss aubrey davis all of the time.
and fall asleep next to her.

pretty much, you're everything ( Read more... )

i'm a jealous lover.

the thing is,
i don't care about sex anymore. and it's pretty clear to me that sex is all Amanda cares about.
I really just want to be in a real relationship with someone who cares about me just as much as i care about them. I've spent a year loving someone that never really cared enough. Maybe i'm just being overly emotional, but she's not here ( Read more... )

i've been in edmonton for 2 or 3 weeks now.
a couple of days after getting here my aunt passed away.
i spent 2 nights at my mom's house, spent most of the time there trying to make my mom feel better and hanging out with my younger brother Mark.
Everything is pretty miserable right now.

i'm going back to edmonton in a couple of days.
my aunt is really sick so i'm going to go visit her.
chances are, i'll be staying there for a while.
i'll be living with amanda again.
it will be nice to see her everyday, instead of once a month.

this journal is pretty much dead.