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I rant angrily after drinking.
Sometimes it feels good just to let everything go, stop fighting and worrying and giving a fuck all of the goddamned time and just close your eyes, accept life, accept death. But I've got some crazy fuck buried deep within me, in my brain, in my belly. Some psycho madman who wants to kill everyone and everything all of the time, he wants to be ( Read more... ) -
USPS
Tree ablaze underneath ( Read more... ) -
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The world became a blur as the runaway train picked up speed on it's way to anywhere. Outside, the night flew by in an unconvincing black wash, no clue as to exactly how fast or slow anything was anymore. The train, freed of it's mad conductor, decided to test it's abilities unbeknownst to the passengers that slept peacefully aboard. So it ( Read more... ) -
show me
stumbling around all the time is unbecoming. fall fast and fall hard. -
between one and three
It's 4:55 AM again and he jumped from sleep the same way he did every night. Less than a foot on either side of him, slept Jacobs and Vasquez, breathing deeply in time. Somewhere in the tent a few guys snored. There was nothing to be alarmed about, no rifles being fired, no mortar incoming. But nonetheless he was drenched in sweat, on the verge ( Read more... ) -
love will tear us apart
if im going to be lonely, i'd rather be alone. -
the war, and us (past)
with sweat pouring from our faces, the channels inside us for truth seemed to open up too, the heat becoming too much to bear. our bodies threw out every bit of ballast they had aboard, physical and mental, just so that we might stay afloat on the lake of fire. -
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since my arrival in germany, i've been living a life of "what the fuck" on a daily basis. -
Throwbacks
Not close enough to stop the roaring of my mind. -
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Maybe there is a proverbial "clean slate" and I guess it's mine now? So what the fuck do I do with it?