did something tonight i never thought i would do.

I secretely loved it. I want more.

I feel like Im nothing but sweet as pie to everyone, and Im sick of rude motherfuckers. Im sick of people criticizing me all the fucking time. I lightweight wish I could go on a killing spree.

Im fucking going crazy. i need to talk to someone and vent. I am so dumb for getting involved in adam's life again. all its given me is drama and bullshit tears. why the fuck do i love him still? why the fuck do i want to? im sad. im mad. but im anxious to be back. and i wish i could smash this bitches face in. but im wont cuz im better than that. ( Read more... )

2NITE! TONIGHT! TONITE!!!!!!!!!!! ON FX @ 10PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

words cannot describe my happiness!

so i have not hung out with anyone in like 5 or 6 weeks, and its kinda nice. I am enjoying my time spent at home. theres lots of stuff i can do in my room by myself, ive been sorta crafty lately. but i need inspiration. I am driving to portland next friday all by myself! im meeting shelley and her friend liz there, and we are staying in the ( Read more... )

everything good is bad. everything bad is good.

what a fucking day, today. details later.

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Dutch Bros. Double Mocha Soy= $2.35
THE PERFECT FIT skinny jeans from Vanilla Gorilla Thrift Shop= $14.00
Granny's Mini-Hut DELICIOUS Frisco Burger= $6.00
Tropic Thunder Matinee= $4.50
Coming home to a half O of some DANK after being out all day= Priceless

I am fucking GOURMET!! I made a really yummy dinner tonight!! SPICY MAGIC CAJUN JAMBALAYA from scratch! && I made up my own Chop Salad recipe, like the one at tomatina!! It all turned out sooo fantastic!! Now I am super full and Im gunna smoke some of that good shit and watch the rest of TINMAN for the 3rd time with Lori. I have to be in Roseburg ( Read more... )