the only day i can sleep in and i cant sleep. im not laughing.

why am i not a slut? after being told things like, "youre not important, stop acting like it" and, "you have always been in the way" by my dad, i wonder why i dont look for father figures, or at least more attention from guys. maybe because i believe all that. im not really sure how to tell how i feel (or how to write understandable sentences). im ( Read more... )

if i get this job, i will spend all of my money on vintage glasses on ebay.

one of my moms old pta friends came to eat at rr tonight. when she saw me she got really excited and told me to tell my mom that she said hi. she was there with her family. her kids are the same ages as my brother and i. they were such a happy family. it made me really sad because my family is never seen in public together like that. if we do go ( Read more... )

i decided to indulge myself in a grocery store pizza tonight. thats all i wanted, so i figured that my trip to the super market at 1030 would be a quick one. little did i know that there would only be one cashier and about ten full shopping carts in front of me waiting to be emptied and used again. i just have one pizza. god had to make this ( Read more... )