exploding hearts

[__woahitsbecca]

my heart just hurts. a pang that isn't really going away. my grandpa is going to die. he is such an inspiration to me, it hurts to watch that plummit into the gravel. it just constantly hurts. death just won't leave me alone. and i know, this whole thing is so much bigger than myself. but sometimes i wish it wasn't quite so big, so then i could

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[soapybubbles208]

My Grandpa died not too long ago and I know I'm not even close to being in ur situation but I can definately identify with that little part. Everything will be ok. My Grandpa was a huge inspiration to our family and sometimes it still hurts but what makes it better is believing hes watching over me and rooting for me in everything I do...

[__woahitsbecca]

aw jess, thank you. i didn't even think anybody would read this so that was very refreshing. people just seem to misjudge the situation because many people aren't close with their grandparents like we both were you know? like, "its only a grandpa" comes up and it just kills me. because it's so much more than that. thank you for understanding.

ps- if you see this... hows school going? you liking it?