I remember the first guy I ever fell in love with. I think about how deep and true that love is. How nothing is like that first love. You will give your everything to that person, your heart and your soul. Everyone always says, nothing is like your fist love. Nothing. But I remember it .Sometimes I still feel it. I feel it and it's so intense. it ( Read more... )

" So this is your fate, to drive 'til you find that one desert's dust is another man's sky and the clouds he admires are crushed by your tires, as you wish you could share a similar desire, to see some small light in the distance (a horizon held in place by a faith you thought was lost) to lead you away ( Read more... )

I wish I was, I was the reason you were in the world.
Basically, I wish you loved me.
I wish that you needed me,
I wish you knew that when I said I want two sugars,
I meant three.

I wish I was the last thing on your mind,
before you went to sleep.

all I know is that your the nicest thing i've ever seen.
I wish that we could see,
that we could be,

I always want to sit back and think, that you're out there.  Doubt it, but it's a thought I have from time to time. Reguardless, I am concered, I don't think you would be proud of me, or who I've been lately.   I don't think you'd be looking over me with a sence of pride. I want to radiate. I want to be everything you knew I could, everything you ( Read more... )

I want that perfect moment, like in the movies. Like in the notebook. My perfect moment, where the view from the other side, is spectacular.

As if I couldn't be more like Meredith Grey right? Wrong. totally just made out with a guy named who else but... DERRICK the other night. Everyone finds this hiliarious. I don't know how I feel about it.

Miss you, for some reason. I do.

I just downloaded flock. it's pretty werid. I can log into facebook, myspace, youtube. livejournal, photobucket, andddd my email all at the same time. Bye.

  let's just update it for shits and giggles.  i dropped a class. easy 4 class semester, because i'm strugling right now. that means this summer ill probably take 9 credits now. oh well, i've decided ( Read more... )

     It's kinda crazy to think some people have never seen snow. We all take it for granted, and most of us complain about it. Hell, I know I do. I complain when my car slides all over the road and frankly when it's bad outside i'm almost terrifyed to drive. I complain about the bitterness and the cold constantly. But yet, thinking about NEVER ( Read more... )

I am a member of the 2009 hopefully national championship dance team. and couldn't be more happy to say that. everything I have worked for is worth it, and KARMA IS A BITCH. life all spins back around, believe me, I have the proof. and couldn't be happier in reguards to it. the end.