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sometime I wonder if you're really out there. I mean, I know your gone forever, for all of existance. I don't really have hope that i'll ever grace your face again. But sometimes I wonder, just wonder, are you out there? I know if you were out there, you wouldn't care about my life, not in the least. but you would care what I thought. you would ( Read more... ) -
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fuck. who am i to deseve all these things? last night i sat on a hill and watched about ten to twenty entire apartments burn down. the fire was massive, bigger than one i thought i'd ever live to see. it almost caught on to my complex. i had a friend who lived in those. she called me and asked me to bring her dance clothes to class tommarrow. fuck ( Read more... ) -
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my heart just hurts. a pang that isn't really going away. my grandpa is going to die. he is such an inspiration to me, it hurts to watch that plummit into the gravel. it just constantly hurts. death just won't leave me alone. and i know, this whole thing is so much bigger than myself. but sometimes i wish it wasn't quite so big, so then i could ( Read more... ) -
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people are there for you one day, and then their not. but that's okay, that's just how life is. everybody else may have moved on, but you, you will never move on. no matter how hard you look, there's no way over or under the mistakes you've made and the tradgey you must face on a daily basis. but you deal with it, because thats how life works. we ( Read more... ) -
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I think I feel like it was built up. we waited a year for it to happen, and talked about it numerous times, then all of a sudden it just did. I don't know what it meant to you. I have a feeling it probally meant nothing. it was probally a transitional stage for you to get by. But who knows how you felt, or how I felt, if we never commuincate. I ( Read more... ) -
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i needed someone to talk to, and i felt like i had no one to call. i've never had that happen before. but it's happened now. and i get the feeling.
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you had a hard time resisting me,
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everyday I wake up and think how could things be working in my favor. then my world crashes. right when I get comfortable with a situation, it ends, it changes, I have to change. I have to grow constantly. I think we all do to some extent. But anways my point is. I finally got the confidence to believe in this very wonderful situation that was ( Read more... ) -
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This year in the dorms, was amazing. we were perfectable comfortable living in jail cells. we got used to the floor above us always building an arc (they were acutally rearranging things constantly but that's what it sounded like) we got used to the floor below us and their contsant rap music, and acutallybegain to like it at time. i watched stacy ( Read more... )