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Ive always wished that I could have an utterly romantic moment in life. Sure, when i was proposed to, it was romantic, but I want the stuff you see in the movies. I just finnished watching a movie called "shes all that" and oh my gosh, Im such a girl...I love sappy movies. I love the romantic movies, the ones that make you cry, the one were ( Read more... )

So alot has happened in the last few days...ALOT.
My parents found out via me that Kendall and I are engaged.
They pressured me into telling them.
I almost got kicked out of my home.
Dont ask.
Im happy that they know though...
Its a big weight off my shoulders.
It feels weird though,
to think that Im actually getting married.
Its a weird thought.
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This is dedicated to two VERY special men in my life...they know who they are.

I love u both so much it makes me cry. I hope ur both proud of me.

You'll never know
What you've done for me
What your faith in me
Has done for my soul...

You'll never know
The gift you've given me..
I'll carry it with me (yeah...yeah...)

Through the days ahead
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Im so friggin lucky...i have such a great boyfriend. He's my world, my everything. I thought he was in the hospital the other night and was worried sick untill 4:30 am when he finally texted me to let me know he was ok. I couldnt live without him. Im so lucky that he takes care of me and loves me no matter how bad I am to him.

*Sigh* i wanted to ( Read more... )

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

This weekend...im going to go see,,,,live and IN PERSON...

THE BLACK FUCKING PEARL!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

The...ACTUAL BLACK PEARL!!!!!

"STOP BLOWING 'OLES IN MY SHIP!"

YES, THAT BLACK PEARL!

ooo...and oct 21st, kendall nessa and brian and I are going to go see Nightmare Before Christmas in 3D!!!

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So, there are many things that I have learned being on my trip. I learned in a way, who i am. I learned that I hate Arkansas, as well as I will never like the south. Everyone is so racist, its not even funny. I wish that everyone could be treated as equals, not as inferior ( Read more... )

ok, so things are about to take a turn for the better...

Im leaving for Pennsylvania on Thursday. I wont be back untill way too soon, otherwise known as Aug 18th. Im so excited to stay as far away from this place as possible.

Things havent been as great as I would like them to be, but their better since my mom left.

I mannaged to snap a sowing ( Read more... )

Fucking Life Is Good. Fallout Boy does this to me, and I love it. It makes everything sunny again. *sigh* I should have bought tickets. *goes to look* yep all gone. O well, Maybe next time.

Work is stressful...verry stressful. Im getting through it though. I dont know how but I am.

I dont think im going to graduate. *sigh* more stress.

ya know, the ( Read more... )

So like im not in a bad mood, I just dont want to go to work for the next four hours, because I know Im so behind in school and I need to catch up. *sigh*  Im really tired too...I didnt want to wake up this morning.

I guess I should go and get dressed.