New username...I got sick of this one. It's piink_r0ses_sxe.

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I feel like shit right now. I don't feel good physically, and mentally I'm just a mess. My depression is getting the best of me at the moment, and it's really not fun. I don't know. I just feel like crap, and like nothing's worth it anymore ( Read more... )

omfg..those kids are so damn annoying. They wake me up at 10:00 every morning yelling "GRANDMA B!!!!! GRANDMA B!!! ARE YOU HERE?! CAN WE COME IN!?! GRANDMA B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and I'm just like "SHUT THE FUCK UP SHES NOT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Someone might have to hold me back or something...because I seroiusly want to strangle

What the fuck. I was actually happy. I mean, read my last entry..I was bubbling with joy. I just want to hit something, I'm pissed. I had a dream last night, and guess who was in it. Yup, you guessed right...ASSHOLE. He looked into my eyes and said another fake "I love you" and another fake I miss you. We were hanging out, but we weren't together. ( Read more... )

Ok, I feel better, haha. Wow, I can't believe this summer's almost over. It's so depressing to think that in like two weeks, I'll be sitting back in that same stupid old crappy-ass classroom. Blah. This summer's been an...up and down one. First, it was awesome because I was with Sean, and everything was good (I thought). Then, it SUCKED because ( Read more... )

Well, Justin made me feel like complete crap. I really like him...a lot, and I don't think he realizes it. =/ He says that he doesn't like me having other "guy friends" because it makes him feel like he's not enough or whatever. That's not it. For so long, I was tied down to one person, and I just wasn't free...I don't think I'm ready to give up my ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god. York cops are gay. LMAO. We were riding down the street and all of a sudden we hear "Hey!" and we look around and we see this bike cop chasing after us and we're like "Oh shit, he's pulling us over!". Ugh it was just so funny. There were two bike cops and one car cop and I was just like OMG..you guys have no fucking life!!! lol ( Read more... )

Bad night tonight. Very bad. We were all just hanging out at the Nubble tonight, and some bike cops came, and were trying to bust us for smoking weed and shit. I was scared out of my mind. I don't do that shit. Everyone knows I don't. I was just so scared though. =/ I'm really shooken up.

I should really go to bed now...

I got a filling today. :-( No fun. I hate the dentist. I hate shots even more. I had to get a second shot of novecane (sp?) because the first wasn't enough. It's been 3 hours and I'm finally starting to get feeling back in my lips and my cheek. It tingles a lot, and it itches. Arggh it's so annoying.

I haven't had too much to update about lately, but then I just realized, why do I have to update with a long ass entry about a ton of crap?! Hmm..I don't. I've been hanging out with Justin a lot, but what's new. We hangout every night. It's fun...he's cool shit ( Read more... )