wow my last entry was awhile ago .. a lot has happened to me and it`s humbled me .. i`m not the innocent little girl i used to be .. i miss being that girl .. but now i`m just a shell of what i once was .. i`m still in love with trevor and it kills me every day knowing that i can`t be with him .. or tellin myself i can`t be with him. i feel i ( Read more... )

i sit here and i wonder one thing, why are people so complex? i offer them nothing but simplicity and they give me this bullshit .. i understand you`re all different. i understand you all have your problems, but why is it that no one can share their problems? having the problem is half the struggle, if you don`t let it out all that shit gets ( Read more... )

i finally found some time to myself so i`m gunna write an entry. i met a boy this summer who is amazing .. he`s everything i`ve ever wanted in a guy and yeah idc how dilluted or naive because he`s flawed, but so am i .. and so are all you. if there`s one thing i learned this summer it`s that every single human being is flawed one way or another and ( Read more... )

okay so here goes .. i`m probably gunna get a hand cramp from writing all this but who cares. i haven`t been on the last couple of days because my mother admitted me into a mental institution :D .. lmao i`ll explain ( Read more... )

thought i`d just post an entry before school since everyone hounds me to update more (Gt)

ugh! i got an effing papercut .. why does paper hate me? it likes to cause me pain and make me bleed. plus it`s in between my thumb and index finger .. fuckin a man

i`m finally feeling better .. earlier my stomach was in knots cuz i had gas problems yeah i know erherher gas but anyways now i`m burping and i`m feeling better thanks to chicken noodle soup .. it is my savior! lmao. but yeah finally all the gas is coming upi just wanted to rejoice. (: bye.

it`s never easy when someone passes on .. but it`s so much more worse when it`s on purpose .. i miss you so much katie .. it`s depressing knowing i`ll never talk to you again .. :\ i wrote a song about it today because i desperately needed to get it off my chest.
Goodbye Friend ( Read more... )

ugh .. this sinus infection has been knockin the shit out of me .. i feel like crap .. and i don`t get to see joey til saturday and fuckin cuz of my dad`s neck brace i can`t have sleepovers cuz he sleeps in the living room .. yes my life is royally sucking ass right now and this is the way i like to express it .. yes kiddies poem time :O ( Read more... )

i wake up to lights and loud noise cuz they`re pavin the side of the damn street by my bedroom .. wth .. are we abnormal or something? don`t towns usually wait til the weekend to do this shit? ugh .. i have to go to school now .. oiy and my dad`s bein a dick. bye everyone.