so my trip started out pretty boring, i'm not gonna lie ( Read more... )

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they say the heart is resilient ( Read more... )

he lives right in rocky point. &i didn't even see him when i was down there on vacation.

*lived.

i keep telling myself everything happens for a reason.

this isn't me ( Read more... )

I wish I could put you into words, so it would all make sense ( Read more... )

i'm trying to get a second job for the remainder of my time here. just makes sense..
so i'll have no life pretty soon. haha.
um its either somewhere lame at the mall [fuckin cool eh?]...or at the hookah lounge. that'd be pretty sweet, but that means working ALL day &then working there nights until like 2am. &weekends. ughh.
but, i'll have some $ ( Read more... )

this is actually kinda exciting... this 'who knows what could happen' thing.
[i'm intrigued]
at least that means a change from being here..
right?

forget the taste of me
&follow your instinct.

xo
chanel

ps no pressure please.
kthnx<3

ok.
i'm having second thoughts. already.

You can be so persuasive
When you say it's
More than a day trip
And convince me
I'm condescending
When I ask, "Will this be ending?"
How quickly lust can pretend it's love.

i got a new phone....my number is different.
oh. &i'm going home.
xo
chanel