So.. shit happens and i have a boyfriend.

Weird?

MMyeah,

oh and i got my permit yesterday.,

Lets see..monday was the english and math final, which was dumb. at night i went to annas and hung out with her for awhile.. then some ppl came and whatever.. it was weird though i got sick and then i got home and felt worse... i started like hyperventalating and freaking out and i had a fever and it was bad.. so ive stayed home since then and been ( Read more... )

Fucking THANK GOD cheerleading has started again. I realized that as much as i hate it, i love it, and im glad that its starting again even though the seniors are gone .. oh well. Yes so anyways someone bleeped me before but whatever its fine im over it, thank god. Going to Jerzeee this weekend and i cannot wait!! Im going with ange and anna and im ( Read more... )

Fucking god damit

i hate my life and it keeps getting worse and i dont mean to get all dumb but every single time im like ooooh i wish that things were like how they used to be .. well fuck that, i still wish they were like they used to be, even in the fucking begining of the year.

i miss cheerleading, and thats that.

I miss how things used to be.. with softball, and friends, and.. other things i guess.

Fuck them I hate them and i wish they were not in my life.
or do i?

♥

Soo.. much to update ( Read more... )

Alright well, tomorrow I'm leaving California with Emily.

I need to get rid of all this BULLSHIT.

Bye =)

Haha oh god, lots to update but i wont be specific..

bascially - lots of drunken nights, oh yeah umm its nice haha

..too many people

Fucking, I got that feeling again.. whyyy.. I like that feeling, and it makes me feel guilty now. wtf is wrong with me ( Read more... )