I party like a rockstar
Look like a moviestar
Play like an allstar
F**k like a pornstar
Baby I'm a superstar

You know how we always ignore the second hand when we look at a clock? Because we find it too insignificant. But sometimes life is made up of the small things - innocuous decisions, small victories, tiny setbacks.

Somehow, some when, I think I have grown - without the conscious knowledge of it even. I used to balk at injustice, at the slightest ( Read more... )

How does one survive on 3 hours of sleep? It nearly brained me to wake up at 5.30am after sleeping at 2am this morning. Although there was a weird adrenaline rush at seeing the city at 6am - complete with mists dangling tantalizingly in the air, the sound of silence and the palpable smell of the morning - by 8am I was a walking zombie.

Am not as ( Read more... )

...and my cup spilleth over.

:D

[edit] Youth Executive Comm (shall try my best to not be slacky!), Samba [/edit]

Seeing Meiling's entry makes me compelled to sort out the humdrum in my life now. So...

The Future
1. IF I get a scholarship and IF (a even bigger if here) I get accepted to Harvard/Princeton/UPenn, I'll definitely go.
2a. If I get a scholarship but not above 3 ( Read more... )

Sometimes I can't help but feel that life is gonna screw me up sometime... soon. Pre-As release paranoia perhaps? But till then, I'm really enjoying my time, albeit being really shagged these days.

CAN YOU BELIEVE I'M STILL WAKING UP AT 6AM EVERY MORNING. argh. Past few weeks (1month++) have been in KKH doing job shadowing then clinical research, ( Read more... )

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If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But ( Read more... )

This is 3 days too late to be a new year's resolution, and 4 days too late to be a summary of 2007. And since resolutions are made to be broken and summarys made to be forgotten, they don't seem to serve much purpose to me. Or maybe they're just not visible to my small little eyes (note allusion to 'Closer' - still fave movie). But anyway, there're ( Read more... )

I HATE MYSELF. ):

CUT MY FRINGE TO WAY TOO SHORT BANGS THAT MAKE ME LOOK LIKE I'M 3. ARGH.

SCREWED UP LAST ROUND OF INTERVIEW *NOTE LAST ROUND* SO BAD I'LL REMEMBER IT FOR LIFE.

only redemption? signed up for latin cha cha course. but whats that compared to every other fucked up thing I've manged to accomplish in a short span of 2 days?

guess i'm being ( Read more... )