I ____ Alex ( Read more... )

Wow, okay, so I'm talking to Jay online and he askes me if I wanna do something. So of course I say yes. He comes and gets me and then takes my hand and we walk to his car. On the way there he says "Ya know, I was thinking, do you wanna..ya know..try us again?" so I say "Are you sure? Like I would really like that." he nodded, so I guess we're a ( Read more... )

Well I guess it's cool that Craig and Ellie are back together. I guess she knew what's good for her, get another boyfriend, and leave Jay alone.

At work today Spinner came in, he was with some girl. He came over to say hi, we haven't talked in a while so it was kinda awkward.

Call to make plans.

Alex

So things have just been going all out of control latley. Like things with my mom, she keeps trying to call, I keep ignoring her. I know she used to be really important to me, and she still is, but I mean, I just don't know how to talk to her anymore. It's completely different with my dad gone and me not living with her anymore. Also Ellie and Jay ( Read more... )

1. I guess you could say we're good friends. There's a few differences, but I think you're pretty cool. You help me with a lot like coming to my dad's funeral with me. And you're pretty fun to hang with ( Read more... )

Jay - I still love you with all my heart. I hope you feel the same about me. Probably not. I just wish I could tell you all the feelings I have for you. But for once I'm just to shy ( Read more... )

Well today I just drove around. I found myself driving to Jay's, Ellie's and Sean's houses. I guess I just wanted to hang out like the gool ol' days. It was fun I guess, just boring.

Someone call. I wanna do something tonight. Cough Jay Cough

Alex

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Well I just got back from the movies with Jay. We got kicked out. Ha. We weren't watching the movie. No, not that kind of not watching the movie, we were throwing food and shit at people and yelling and just having such a good time. I guess someone told Mary, she sent Haden (a guy that works there) to get us out. He said he wouldn't tell her is was ( Read more... )

Well the funeral was okay. Me, Ellie and Jay went. I'm glad they came Especially Jay. I cried, surprizingly. Ellie and Jay were flirting the whole time, which helped me cry. I didn't stay for the whole thing. Then me, Jay and Ellie went to The Dot, we saw Paige. God, I just wanted to smack her, but I didn't. She came over to talk to Jay but he didn ( Read more... )