Well I guess Paige and Jay are breaking up. Finally. But it's not like it helps me any, he's probably with Ellie now. Oh well. Paige doesn't deserve him. And neither do I, I'm guessing.

The funeral's tomorrow. Ellie said she'd come. I was hoping someone else would go Jay, but I guess not. Oh well, Ellie's enough. It's just going to be really ( Read more... )

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Okay, so nothing has happend latley. At work yesterday Paige was talking about how wonderful things were going with her and Jay. God. How fucking annoying. She just needs to shut the hell up ( Read more... )

Fuck.

So me and Jay decided to meet at The Dot to talk. No, not a date I wish it was so bad, but since I said what I said, we both felt we needed to talk. It felt so awkward talking about this. He said he had feelings for me for like a week after we broke up, but then they went away. That made me feel like more of a moron. So, then after like an half an ( Read more... )

I feel like such a fucking retard.

Well I just read that Jay and Paige kissed. Why the hell is this going so fucking wrong for me? That's, once again, fucked. I'm sorry. I don't have anything against Paige, but her and Jay don't fit. Like me and Jay do.Ya know what. I think I'm just gonna get it "off my chest and out in the open". I still love Jay. I've always loved him. Even though ( Read more... )

Today was pretty boring. I just hung out at home and watched retarded tv shows.

I hope tomorrow isn't as boring.

Alex

Today me and Ellie went to The Dot only to see Darcy. She came over and started some shit. Next thing I know we're fighting, and then I'm trying to stop it. You might be wondering why we were fighting. Well it was because of Jay.

Well nothing has really been going on. I went to see Jay at work today. Hey, I was bored. God I miss him so much. Finally Jay and Ellie are broken up. She better not try to get him back I asked him if he wanted to hang soon, he agreed. We're going to a movie Tuesday, hopefully it'll be fun ( Read more... )