my last entry i sounded like i was doing good. right now i feel like my life is in the shitter. but tomorrow is a new day and i am determined to turn things around. or at least that's how i feel right now, when tomorrow rolls around i'm sure i'm going to feel too overwhelmed to do much of anything, which is what's been happening every day for the ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've sat on a computer all night long enough to watch the sun begin to rise ( Read more... )

people i need to call ( Read more... )

damn my last entry was in '09 .. wow ( Read more... )

I wonder how many more people I know will get arressted before christmas ( Read more... )

Visiting home is always a weird thing. After long enough in albany though, ill start to feel like I need it and always feel pulled back here. Its almost like I have 2 homes, but I don't feel like either one is mine. I sleep on couches at my parents and in albany I feel like I live in ben and stephens house. I need my own space ( Read more... )

This is my first time updating from my crackberry! I now have another fun thing to do with my phone when I'm bored ( Read more... )

my last entry was 24 weeks ago.
since then i've been through a lot.
seems i missed updating throughout the entire summer, wow.
24 weeks was a long time ago.
i feel like everything in my life is insane.
however, i got my head on straight, regardless of where everyone else's is. i realized what i am in albany for. it's not to do a ton of drugs&party ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like we radiate happiness when we are together&anyone who looks at us can tell that we are very much in love

i really truly love him.

i feel like i keep havin these crazy weeks but it's all good cuz i'm dealin with it ( Read more... )