sooner or later you will see this.

[_allthatsnasty]

today was by far the most heart wrenching day of my life. i read over every poem, every letter, every note, every drawing, every email. i cried. and the pictures oh man... that stupid little book we started... the photos from your photography final... the pictures of us at my grandparents condo... the pictures from chuck e cheese... the pictures

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[_allthatsnasty]

i know i knoww. shit just sucks right now :(
i miss you and brittany so freaking much. one of these days we need to hang out. i need your cell number since britts is a piece of shittt.
thank you jill :/ we will go get ice cream one of these days.
-stinaa

[strawberrycharm]

cristina, this made me sad. i dont know how much it will help u for me to say this but this is normal and will pass. i know its hard to think that now, but i know you will get though this. and if it makes u feel better to know, I DEFIANTLY believe you did the right thing. and i;m sure i'm not the only friend who feels this way. the best thing for you now is to be with your friends, dont sit around and think about it too much. you have awesome friends around you who love and care about you and are willing to help you. you will cry, but these tear will dry up and you WILL love again. its heart wrenching to read this. i know things look horrible now. but you will make it Cristina. i know this, your friends know this, and now you need to believe it. i love you babe and i've been around you thru the whole time u and him started and i know you will get thru this. I LOVE U CRISTINA! <3
!!**MiMi**!!

[_allthatsnasty]

i love you michele so much.
that comment made me so happy like you have no idea. remember the first time ben and i broke up and me and you and the two brits drove around and had a girls night out??? aww thats one of my happiest memories. anyway im glad me and you have started talking again. i missed you. i know i will make it through. things just hurt right now. ill be okay i know i knowww. :) when you come to pines again give me a jinglee.

[this_dying_wish]

damn. this makes me want to cry.
what you are going through has got to be one of the worst feelings a person can endure. but you are strong, i know you can handle it. god wouldnt put you through anything he didnt think you could handle.
i know things arent the same as they used to be, but i do still love you and care about you very much so. im still here. i still hate to see you so upset like this.
i love you.
everything does happen for a reason, and what's meant to be will be. in the end, even if it doesnt seem like it now, things always turn out the right way.

[_allthatsnasty]

hi brittany danielle dollinger i miss you like a lottttttttttt.
you were the only one that ever got me when it came to shit like this. i miss our deep analytical discussions on life and love and all that shit.
i just miss having you around. and like being able to say that the dumb white girl over there is my bfffffff. hah.
i remember way back in december you took me to get coldestones when ben and i broke up. and coldestones was far as fuck at the time and i dunno you made me feel so good. damn girl i miss you :(
if you are ever bored i live like two feet away. and i drive now too. and i tried calling you yesterday but i dunno your phone was being stupid. so if you get a chance give me a call. i could use a sappy friend right now :D

:) <333333333333333 grl you are missed fo realz :p

[this_dying_wish]

i know!
:(
my phone is not working at all. it sucks so much. :( i think i need to get a new one or something.
i miss you so much too, you really have no idea. i cant even begin to explain it. i really miss how things used to be. we understood each other so well for real.
and i remember coldstones allllll the way in like plantation lol.
we both always made each other feel so good. i miss that feelinggg yo.
and i am most definitely able to be your sappy friend. we can have a Sappy Sleepover. or something gay like that, since im a crazy white girl haha
i love youuuuu<3333333333

[static_star]

im here boo if you need any thing.

[_allthatsnasty]

i love you kristin you are the shiz. we need to party. kay?

[_y0ur_face_]

stiner i love you my dear do very much.
you know that you can talk to me about anything i mean what else will we do in psychology, not like she teaches. everything will get better i promise, you're a strong person and to see you like this makes me want to cry with you. call me if you need anything.