i am so freaking over guys and their pig headedness

i wish i could just meet someone who showed how they feel about me, no questions asked.  
someone who would not get angry at the drop of a hat.
a guy that would not be too clingy.
one that would call, but not too much.
someone close by who could hold me when i need them.
who would not hurt me, mentally ( Read more... )

things are actually looking up and i am excited ( Read more... )

tonight is the first night that i have sat back and thought about my life and what i want to do with it. and the only thing that i came to terms with is that i'm not a happy camper. i just wish that i knew how to fix everything, how to get my bestfriends to want to spend time with me again. i wish i knew how to get my boyfriend back to normal, ( Read more... )

my favorite thing in the world is knowing that no matter what i still have atleast one person there for me at all times ( Read more... )

i love dane cook he makes me laugh even on a rainy day. lol.

so i am totally awesome and everyone should just know that ok.

i feel like dancing but my tummy is bothering me so i dont think that would be a good idea.

the madre is making me a doctors appointment.

good day.

i hate boys. and that's it on that topic.

school has been fun so far.

i need a new job so any suggestions?

sometimes i feel like nobody listens to me and im just talking to the freaking wall.

oh well.

the end.

im going to eat pizza for dinner.

that makes me happy.

2 more days till the weekend.

school is dumb.

i have never felt this way in my entire life, where it seems like no matter how hard i try nothing ever feels right ( Read more... )

seriously tonight couls not get any worse.

i want to scream or cry or break something.

i hate fighting with my mom, i hate fighting with anyone.

someone call me please i need a hero right now.

fucking a dude.

i wanna do something fun and crazy and spontanious.

someone call me and we'll have a grand old time.

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