i don't know why but i started a blog that is not here. i don't know why just something new. i used to know html. i would like to remember some of what i learned, all those years ago. of course everything i knew was straight off of online tutorials but after a while i could totally bust it out by heart. fonts, links, whatever. i have a ball on ( Read more... )

i am so frustrated. adam and i looked at two apartments today, in the same town. one was AMAZING, and the other seriously sucked. we were in agreement on this ( Read more... )

i am so in love. is this what it was supposed to be like? all that time? i never worry about losing him to some bimbo with a tiny waist in a bar on a drunken tuesday night. he brings me coffee in the mornings we spend together and is so sweet and kind and adorable with his dog. he plays basketball and football and makes pizza for a living. i don't ( Read more... )

it's been absolutely gorgeous the last few days. yesterday i tanned in my mother's backyard in my bikini and got some serious COLOR. it was wonderful. today i woke up early and this guy who i've had a thing with for a long time instant messaged me within minutes of signing online. this THING is so subtle because he is so shy and dorky that he does ( Read more... )

i'm laying in bed and burning a candle and enjoying going to bed alone after a pretty forgettable second date with aforementioned first date guy. why can't anyone keep it together? is what i asked myself all night long. i can drink with the best of them but i can also handle myself on a date which apparently is asking a lot. i think what my life ( Read more... )

i had my second internet date today with someone i met from plentyoffish.com. (first date with this particular guy, second internet date overall.) last week the plan was to meet for coffee, but then we talked on the phone and coffee turned into lunch and then we met in person and lunch turned into lunch and a couple of beers, then we walked around ( Read more... )

i can't remember if anybody has mentioned it or not, but i really love the counting crows "saturday nights and sunday mornings." i just bought it a few months ago and i'm still listening to it nonstop. it's more like their old stuff, which isn't to say i didn't love hard candy which i know a lot of people didn't like but i loved, anyways. sometimes ( Read more... )

saw adventureland tonight and loved it so much. i want to see it again asap. this could be because i have a girl crush on kristen stewart and now, jesse eisenburg, whoever the fuck he is because he is drop dead gorgeous and he is my dream man in that fantasy land i think about and who reminds me of a certain ex boyfriend who is no longer near to me ( Read more... )

today i had the day off. i realized that on my days off i wake up with this eager feeling. i jump out of bed early and drive around drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes and waking up and calling people back and getting shit DONE. on days when i work i totally drag ass and hate life and hate my job and 99.9 percent of my coworkers and. i think it' ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that i was on a B-52 that was crashing. i saw myself falling down through the sky and i knew i was going to die and then i woke up drenched in sweat and terrified. my most vivid dreams make me wish i woke up more often in my own bed with no hangover. i think i'll work on making that happen, it's an immediate goal for the ( Read more... )