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Feb 09, 2004 00:55

You know what the fuck is wrong with me?

I don't eat the whole day until the late evenings. Once I'm home, I know I'm doomed because I start binging like a mad cow. It's like I lose every ounce of control in my body and I have no idea why. My body keeps shouting at me "Food! food! food!" when I'm not even hungry. And so I binge, and the whole day ( Read more... )

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ex_funsized678 February 8 2004, 20:55:31 UTC
oh!!!

im the same way. it sucks unbelievably. this weekend i decided that losing weight was definitely not worth it and that i should be happy with myself.....so i ate normally and felt soooooo bad. i wanted to die! now im going to have to starve myself next week, whether i want to or not. i hate it so much. its never enough.

*sigh*
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Re: _amaryllis February 9 2004, 04:27:17 UTC
i know! i'm so fucked. why can't i just stick to starving? in fact, i think sticking to being "normal" would be far better than the state i'm in now. =/

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sehren February 9 2004, 02:42:19 UTC
that entire first paragraph sounds JUST LIKE ME.

sigh. <3

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Re: _amaryllis February 9 2004, 04:29:20 UTC
sigh. it sucks doesn't it? i think i'll just brush my teeth once it's evening so i won't have to eat.

btw, ur icon is soo beautiful. is that u?

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lonelyrainbow May 17 2004, 01:35:48 UTC
I just don't fast, so I don't binge. Of course, it took me several binges to learn that. =P

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anonymous June 7 2004, 01:23:10 UTC
Ahaha.

Ahahahahahahaha.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Failure.

I've moved to Seattle, in with my Josiah in a one-bedroom in the smack of downtown. Going to Seattle Central next year for shits and giggles.

And I'll be at your high school gradutation. We all knew I had no interest in my own in the first place.

See you in Hell, honey.

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