can't move on if you're stuck in the past............

on again. off again.

someone hook me up with a new baby daddy

i wish i had less things to wish for

so i'm  a stalker bitch, whatever. i know, don't care.
i knew something was up. there's always somethin with you.
i almost threw up when i saw it.
one more reason to kick your ass to the curb!

had a baaad dream. julian and i were over at wallgreens. i think it was wallgreens, but with a bigger parking lot. anyways, we were out front about to go in and it started pouring. so hard it left red marks on my skin. and then lightening hit across the street. again and again. and then all of a sudden a huge lightening bolt hit a building across ( Read more... )

i'm getting my hair cut tomorrow. i had a dream about it last night. i don't remember much of it but my hair looked good as hell. and then it turned weird and sexual. probably because i haven't gotten any lately. but anyways, i'm keepin my fingers crossed. if its really bad i can just wear it up all summer, no biggie. and then i can show off my ( Read more... )

some things will never change, some people will never change.
i don't think i even want them to anymore.

so i am back at square one with the whole school thing. i've been researching jobs from the list i posted on here a while back, and they no longer interest me. except math tutor, but i'm not even good at explaining shit. and maybe accountant. i just know i want to do something with math. i'm running out of timeeee. if i don't figure it out by my ( Read more... )

after 20 minutes of crying, he's finally asleep in his crib. ahh peace at last. thank god he's getting better; last night it was almost an hour. it's my fault though for spoiling him n letting him sleep with me. he's a lil cuddle bug and i love it.  i wish i could lay with him foreva. it's not very safe anymore and i don't want him rolling off the ( Read more... )