got to go out for a walk yesterday. i almost forgot what fresh air feels like ( Read more... )

blahhhhhhhhhhhhh

julian has learned how to climb. he climbs everything. and he learned how to stand up in his crib and playpen. as soon as he gets in there he's pullin himself up on the sides. and then he ends up falling. it makes me so nervous. but he never cries, just gets up and tries again. my lil tuffie

"mama mama mama mama!"

earthquake at 4 this morning... crazy. julian was having trouble sleeping, so i was awake for it. it was more noise than anything, but i felt some vibration. apparently earthquakes of that caliber happen thousands of times a year. the world is not ending.

so i've been thinking about love, how different people perceive it, and what it is to be in love. is there such a thing a love? how do you know that you love someone? how do you know that someone loves you? is it possible to be in love with love? what is the difference between love and infatuation? is there a difference between love and ( Read more... )

music to my ears. singin to my soul

so frustrated. need sleep. need lots of sleep.

i could sit here all day and come up with examples how shitty of a person you are. i'm working on a list already, don't worry. that way whenever i start to think that maybe i miss you, i can look at it and remind myself how much you suck.

i'm going to move away soon. leave illinois behind. leave you behind.
bye.

when summer comes i'm choppin off all my hair