omg and his first solid(ish) poop today! my lil baby is growin up so fast!

julian's using a sippy cup now. he had a hard time at first, but eventually figured it out.


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i heard that charles is going to be moving home soon. when i found out my heart began to beat really fast and i felt sort of nauseous. i don't want to see him. i don't want to have to talk to him. or worry about him trying to say he gets to see julian. honestly, i wish he would just leave us alone. we've made it this far without any help at all ( Read more... )

i cannot wait until spring. can't wait to get out of this house. i'm starting to get restless. and i'm starting to get sick of the same thing day after day. i need some spontaniety! i need more human interaction! startin to get a little crazy talkin to my dogs and julian all day. chucks here but there's only so much of him i can handle. i think ( Read more... )

can i get a re-do please?!

"someone will inevitably find something wrong in almost everything. so do what it is that you do best and remember to have enough tolerance for two"

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my heart hurts

deleting you from my life.

man, oh man. we're getting rid of rocky next weekend. the others will be going too once we can find a home for them. just found out this morning. i think i'm going to cry