it's been a long time since I've updated, at least it sill works. I don't have much time to write now ( Read more... )

I'm tired of trying to find answers to everything through books and thinking... because it doesn't work, or hasn't worked ( Read more... )

Today: woke up...enjoyed that 5 minutes of being awake and walking around without actually thinking, didn't like any of the thinking after that 5 minutes,.. took tj to work, went to work out, met mom for lunch, discussed possible careers that won't leave me with a sense of purposeless and depression while allowing me to make some sort of income, ( Read more... )

I believe today I will get my car back!!! =D oh yeah, although it hasn't been that bad driving my mom's car, I'm sure she'll be glad to get it back ( Read more... )

Few things make you feel better than knowing you're loved and thought about ;)

Some things I've read associated with the philosophy of existentialism ( Read more... )

Today I made about 20 people in a nursing home listen to me play violen for a 1/2 hour.... the things I'll do to people to get volunteer hours lol ( Read more... )

Today I went to the newspaper to see if I can get any experience in before school starts back, so it looks like there's some possibilities there.. and later today I'm off to the nursing home to see about volunteer work ( Read more... )

I finally got my car serviced today.. so I had a hour to go work out and dance around in the gym because no one else was there. That's why early morning workouts are the best, you can do whatever you want and no one is there to call you weird. lol

What's worse then being disapointed in others is being disapointed in yourself.

I've changed. It's amazing how one thing can change you, when you don't expect it to. I'm almost worried about it. But it probably won't last. My personality seems to change with the situations and places I'm in... but at least I've learned a little ( Read more... )