The rain was unrelenting. It poured, and poured, and poured. So much that she thought that maybe, just maybe, all she had to do was lie in the grass and let the rain swallow her whole. Fill her lungs up with water. Choke to death, drown. Suicide by mass rainfall. But she knew that would never work, she knew what she had to do. The swing she sat on ( Read more... )

DYKE!Say it like its a bad thing ( Read more... )

I just realized I'd been listening to the same four songs on repeat the entire day. Bandages on my legs and my arms from you. I didn't notice the fact that they had put me in a trance, the same way your eyes do. Goodnight, goodnight, you're embarassing me you're embarassing you. I stared at your words on the computer screen, typed out perfectly for ( Read more... )

i can't focus ( Read more... )

I can't help but get sad
at the end of third period
and its not because I like the class
its because it ends at 11:11
and I think of you
and I wish things were different.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to give in completely. To leave reality behind me and stay in the movie, dream-like unreality I am usually in anyway. My grip on all that is real is so loose that I think I'm already lost. But I know I could be worse. I know I could go deaf from the soundtrack playing in my head. All the right songs at all ( Read more... )

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