How painful it is to realize youve outgrown someone. Its like that old stretched out,faded sweater, that used to fit just perfect in all the right places. Everytime you wore it, it gave the warmth you needed and the beauty you craved.  Then after a while it becomes threadbare and ragged. Then no matter how much you try,it doesnt fit like it once ( Read more... )

I've always loved that line, knew exactly what it meant, felt the emotion it was meant to, but I never thought that i would be living that verse.  Im just waiting on the initital contact that causes me to explode ( Read more... )

Well I obviously am not going to finish that long saga of the week from hell, what a surprise, Itd surprise me if I actually went through with something for once.  I found that lying around listening to elliot smith was therapy enough ( Read more... )

Well I completely forgot I even had one of these and since Im fairly sure everyone else had too, I figured Id start writing in here again.  I got a little tired of making my feelings and experiences sound poetic, so ill just throw all these out there rather than talking and getting too emotional or being told what I should be doing and how wrong I ( Read more... )

I seriously despise two people right now, some of the two people i thought would never let me down, the people who i didnt mind giving in to, admiting i was wrong, when usually I wasnt. Id finally get fed up and then out came the apologies and exucuses that i would fall for everytime ( Read more... )

"Looking out the door i see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners ( Read more... )

Im driving 20 miles over the speed limit, and screaming so hard my lungs feel as though theyre about to explode, even if they did I dont think it would hurt as much as I do right now.
Someone please tell me what the fuck is wrong with me, i thought there was nothing left to change.

I always tend to think life should be better than this, that I was meant for so much more. I wonder how I can change everything to be what I wish I could be, thin, smart, perfect, and beautiful in every way, these type of the girls are the onces that really make it in this world. I too often ponder when Ill fall in love, maybe it could fill these ( Read more... )

Whew its been so fucking long I know, I doubt anyone even reads this anymore, but I mainly used this more as a therapeutic device anyhow. I love college, but the only downfall is time goes by way too quickly and between classes and work, I have pretty much no time for myself, and for doing the things I love, but Ive often thought maybe those ( Read more... )

You Are a Dreaming Soul


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