I know its been awhile since Ive updated, but I havent really had anything really exciting to tell. Im wishing I was at the Early November show right now though ( Read more... )

Youve given what I stan for a bad name, youve made the music I love mainstrem. You gave my individuality to the masses,  You pretend to have the "tortured soul" lifestyle that some guy in some band you  pretend to know sings about, when in all actuality you have a family thats a spittin image of the fucking Brady Bunch.  When did it become "cool" ( Read more... )

It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I would shine.
But now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life,
I skin my knees.  I bleed.

Reading this I realized how much I missed my once innocent and simple yet jaded childhood, I wished away my childhood in thinking that at this point in my life ( Read more... )

It sure has been forever since I've written, Ive been losing myself in my books, currently,Brave New World, at least I dont have to face this harsh reality.  Things are beginining to get much better, but I fear that it has taken away from my individuality, and that I dont have any right being happy on any level. I hate this place so much I feel as ( Read more... )

Waking up... 8am... warm feelings of the sun on my tear-stained face brings about a feeling much missed, that feeling of being invincible. I no longer feel as though I belong in the skin that I once felt so secure in, maybe its the inside thats changed, this person who has taken over seems to let the ones I care about the most be let down. It ( Read more... )

Today is my day for coming upon revelations. Ive came upon the truths about who is really on my side and who is playing for the opponent. I hate people who pretend to always be there for you and suddenly disappear in those moments you need them the most, ironic how life works, but in turn there are those people(which are VERY few and far between) ( Read more... )

I thought things would be different now, and for a while they were, but I feel that overwhelming emptiness consuming my soul again. The only thought allows me to begin the day is that I'm one step closer to the end, the only thought that allows me to close my bloodshot eyes is in hoping that I'll die, in the only peaceful aspect of my life...my ( Read more... )

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