soooooooo summer is going pretty good. i need to go to the pool to get some sun though, i think im still as pale as i was when summer started. i leave for the cruise with allyson this friday. so thats really exciting. im already pretty much packed. haha. i spend way too much time on the computer. its really not even that entertaining. i have a new ( Read more... )

welll i learned this weekend that if you dont expect ANYTHING from people, then it will be harder for them to let you down.

soo much to do. but i dont do any of it. there is so much pressure from everyone.. my friends, my family gahhhhhhhhhh. usualy i would just ignore it. but i cant. and i cant sleep. summer. i guess thats good, but i feel like im going to loose all the people i have become so close with because i wont see them everday. and i feel like im going to ( Read more... )

i never thought this would happen to me. today it rained, i was kid of happy about it, i dont know why.. i usualy hate rain. i think im going to make some different decisions, branch out more. try new things, what can it hurt? i cant wait to go to college and just be free from all of this, everything. i hate the word drama, but i accidently say it ( Read more... )

today was one of the best days that i have had in a really long time. i dont even know why.. its rainy and humid which usualy makes for a bad day. maybe its because today i realized that i just dont care about much, and thats a good feeling. i also realized today that everyone is a hypocrite, and that its hypocritical to say that you hate ( Read more... )

i hope i never get old, and fat, like i wish i could stay this age in this time forever. life is so much fun. like i dont even know what im trying to say.. everything is just so amazing right now. i love kara, and how i always understand what she means when she says something. i can have so much fun doing nothing. its going to be wierd not hanging ( Read more... )

I LOVE RAPPING STILETTOS IN LAURAS CAR! actually, i just love riding with laura ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO GET MY STANDING TUCK BY TRYOUTS ( Read more... )

why do people assume things? and then go and tell other people the things that they assumed like they are true? gayyyyyyyyy ( Read more... )

i stayed home from school today ( Read more... )