i know that is has been a while since ive updated but i really dont know what to write. im sitting at joshs house right now, hes passed out on the bed. i worked a good chunck of today and also went around trying to find a second job to make the cash flow a little more steady. but oh well in time of course ( Read more... )

its not that im doubting my relationship with josh its more of a i wish i had someone to talk to about it, that i could get an outside opinion from. someone who is familiar with my situations or is just genuinely easy to talk to ( Read more... )

its about midnight on a tuesday night/wednesday morning depending on how you look at it and my boyfriend just left to head home from my dorm and im about to sit down and study more for my german exam in the morning. dont worry baby, study i will i just wanted to write in this thing since i havent in a while ( Read more... )

i havent really written a lot lately. its not that there hasnt been things to write i just havent had the motivation to write anything in here. my school finally got facebook so im hitting that up currently along with myspace... wow im an e-loser. my professor asked me to enter a piece i did in my 3D design class in a little gallery type deal at my ( Read more... )

i always seems to write entries in this thing when i have something of dire importance that i should be using my time for instead. ugh. haha good job malissa! there isnt much to update on. im trying in school but i dont honestly think im trying as hard as i should be. there are some issues with friends here that the relationships are changing and ( Read more... )

ugh.. im bugging out. i hate this ugh.... blah ill get over it eventually but i cant get it out of my head. im good for a while but the second its there again im buggen out again...

its been a bit since ive actually written anything of substance. im getting through the week nicely and things are looking up for me. i should probably be getting ahead on my German homework right now but quite frankly im not really worried about it. im takeing some time out to update for all my adoring fans on livejournal ( Read more... )

a lot going on, once i get through this day ill be golden. and quite frankly the chances of me getting through today are very very good.

well guys it seems that i am dying. i have a swollen lymph node behind my ear and basically that means death. today is josh's birthday so im glad i get to spend the last of my time with him. we got back from VT this morning. josh, me, ang, and her josh went to visit angs sister up in Rutland VT. it was a good time. i had fun. i only wish we could ( Read more... )