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fuck this
feeling shitty.. real shitty
i should be happy, real happy...
for someone else, not myself
shit man. shit
here comes depression swing number 1000000.
nothing makes me happy anymore. nothing except what shouldnt. -
bitches
i was obviously talking about josh in my last entry. its funny how i couldnt type his name cause the guilt was there ( Read more... ) -
forgot me?
so, ive read through a few of the past entries. depressing for me. im trying to figure out people and situations. ive been doing nothing by questioning everything. which is a good thing to do in life but it makes things fucking hard. i feel as though i have to define things for myself but i cant figure out which variables are effecting my thoughts ( Read more... ) -
hehehe
malissa left her livejournal signed in on the work pc so i had to leave an entry before i close it out just cuz i <3 her like woah. xoxo - Envy -
my new sprinting shoes wont do anything to help me here
lets see if i can write this again after live journal thought it would be fun to delete it ( Read more... ) -
i hope youre doing well
so its been about two months since ive written in this stupid thing. i go on occationally but the only thing i ussually see under "friends" is giant neon colored entries about various radio shows at southern. life its going pretty good. i quit sorority which is a long story. well... not really a long story. it was more of a decision i made to put ( Read more... ) -
list survey thing, actually pretty neat
i copied and pasted this from a friends friend lj ( Read more... ) -
biotch
so i havent written in this thing in quite a long while, im excited to go back to school. im excited becayse josh is going to school at westconn, aka away from home. its going to be so good for him to not have to live in that house anymore. but living at westconn means being farther away from him but i believe that we will be alright. we just ( Read more... ) -
what scum!
AcuraVtecInt: hi ( Read more... ) -
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i got to see troutface tonight ( Read more... )