the thought of random people reading my journal makes me feel uneasy. ________
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fuck my mouth is on fire. you know those listerine pocket pack minty strip things?! yes?! i put like three packets on them in my mouth for a dare. and some on my lips. and fuck. that was 4 hours ago, but my mouth is still like AHHH OMG SHIT FUCK WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME. and i'm all like, dude, i'm sorry, but... you know. a mans gotta do what a ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

so far i've absolutely aced (well, i think i did) my english and literature exams. few more to go ( Read more... )

i'm sick.

vote well my american friends. you're not the only ones it's going to effect.

i love you kerrie.

i had my three hour english exam on friday. easy fucking peasy.

i'm really really really sick. so stacys forcing me to go to the doctor on wednesday. *rolls eyes*

off i go to puke out my intestines.

love you.

STUPID EXAMS. stupid folios. stupid school. not long left. not long.

mmm.

so i had an anxiety attack today. because i got upset and then everything flooded in and. i lost the plot and. jumped in front of a car. the car skidded and hit another car. i passed out. they took me to hospital. there was blood coming from my mouth and nose.

i duno.

as usual, i want to die.

so much.no, nothing has "happened". it's just everything. everything sucks, everything has always sucked and it will continue to grow in suckyness until i make myself gone. at which time i will no longer exist to feel the suckyness and no one will have to deal with the shit that i am ( Read more... )

shout out to all my peeps on the west side. kryzzle, kimizzle, m-fizzle, k-dizzle, brittizzle, and my homie karo. ...y'all are the shiznit ( Read more... )