I wish I could disappear. I am thinking of just getting up the cost of an airfare to Sydney or something and going underground from there. Afterall where be the point in staying where one is not wanted/needed or desired? Grr. Yep, I am definately feeling sorry for myself. School holidays allow way too much time for speculation and honest life ( Read more... )

As some people know and others are about to, I was in an horrific car accident last wednesday that should ahve killed me. The car is a complete wreck and the drivers side is totally crushed, all that saved me was that my seat collapsed backwards thus stopping my head from being crushed or cut off. I have sustained multiple fractures to my left ( Read more... )

Hi I don't know who you are, she wouldnt tell me, but whoever you are I have two things to say to you, the first is fuck you, thats the resentful part of me talking because she is the only person who could have talked me out of my plan, the second is thank you, because again, she was the only person who could reach me. I wish I knew who you are, ( Read more... )

Yep, like the subject says. I WISH TO DIE! And I have formulated the best way to do it too. All I have to do is to take a few sleeping pills, coz they are super strenght they also stop me feeling too much pain. Grab a fresh razor and go for a bath. Once the pills start to take effect all I have to do is cut my wrists deeply, lay back and go to ( Read more... )

wonders if i could write anything i like without it ever being read..... or commented on...... a free forum of expression...... or some such absolute bullshit.......... not that im trying to make sense.....

HELLO IS THERE ANY-FUCKING-BODY OUT THERE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And The Journey Continues ( Read more... )

that appears to be what i am, a mushroom, i only just found out that one of my dearest friends is in hospital, i have just been kept in the dakr and fed bullshit until now, great! and not only in hospital but had a lifethreatening thing happen to put them there! wonder-fucking-ful, i am so angrey and worried and upset, this is ridiculous! i am ( Read more... )

im a hoe ( Read more... )

funny how things go, this morning iw as seriously contemplating suicide, i even went so far as to get out my sharpest scaple and get the shower running and as i was half undressed i got a visitor. now as i didnt want to have anything to do with this visitor who was doing a house changeing job for my mum i called a friend to get me the fucking hell ( Read more... )