i hate nights like these.

well, my plans for the evening are shot. how the fuck am i gonna get home?!

this has not been a good week. in fact, it's been one of the worst. for awhile it looked like some good was going to happen, but it was just a trick. fuck. that's all i can say. fuck. to top it all off, my phone has no minutes and the battery is dead.

i swear to god if ( Read more... )

i broke down today. i don't know what it was. i was sitting in math and i just could not move. my whole body went numb. i faked sick and went to the bathroom. i sat in the handicap stall and cried. i felt so pathetic that it made me cry even more. this isn't supposed to happen. i took my meds. i should be happy, godammit! i've only cried for no ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. oh well, it's just another one of those nights. although, i do hate it when my dad gets mad at me for not being able to sleep. like i can control it or something. he thinks i purposefully stayed up all night. then he was worried about me being tired in class. ugh, i swear he has a one-track mind and it all goes toward MY schoolwork ( Read more... )

ABOUT YOUYour full name::sheila marie eberhart Age::16, almost 17 thank you Height::5' 1" Natural hair colour::brown Eye colour::brown Number of siblings::2 Glasses/contacts?::glasses, contacts hate me Piercings::2 holes in each ear Tattoos::i wish Braces?::no way FAVOURITEColour::black Band::i'll give you my top 3 in no order: the matches, the ( Read more... )

today was pretty mellow. i watched this movie called "kill me later". it had selma blair in it. it was a really good movie and i really liked it, so everyone should go rent it or something.

later, steven picked me up and we went to wal-mart, zia, and shelby's. then we headed to graces to drink kool-aid, eat colored goldfish, and play cranium. ( Read more... )

tonight was one of those nights that was neither good nor bad. at some points, i wondered why i was even there. what was the point of all this? it doesn't make sense to me. however, at other points, i felt good. i was happy and laughing and what not.

i felt like i was back at sunrise mountain. there were alot of people there that i hadn't seen in ( Read more... )

i can't sleep even though i am insanely tired.

i got bored and spruced up my journal a bit. i hope everyone likes it.

also, this is probably one of the best sites ever! and i really want this here journal!


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i had off school suspension today. then the school called telling me i had missed three or more classes today. oh, and i was on mrs. jacoby's list for in school suspension today. someone remind me again why i switched to thunderbird ( Read more... )

                                                
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