I am no getting enough sleep, it's disgusting. I feel asleep in the shower yesterday, the shower. I woke up yesterday at 7ish PM and started to get dress thinking I was late for school, and the same thing happened at 530 AM this morning. My mom let me stay home so I could catch up on my sleep and rest, I got some after I woke up but I was too ( Read more... )

I hate making decisions and now I feel like I'm being forced to make a really big decision that could hurt someone or two people. I really don't want to hurt anyone, I just want things to be okay and still have my friends as friends. i hate how confusing this whole thing is, I mean I like my friend but I don't think i could ever be with him. And ( Read more... )

Went to Red Bank twice this weekend, major fun ( Read more... )

I'm so confused about a lot ( Read more... )

I'm grounded, for the first time lol. Mmy mom is allowing me online for one hour which is very nice of her. It doesn't even feel like I'm grounded, me and my mom are nice to each otehr adn everything is normal except I'm not on thephone with my friends and omputer all day. Which really sucks, and plus I don't know how long this is going to be, ( Read more... )

I really wouldn't mind being Kevin's friend. The thought has popped in my head a lot and he seems like a great guy. I know its random but i really want to be his friend, lol. I wouldn't mind a lot of people being my friend but I don't think they would want me as a friend. A lot of people have been not wanting me as a friend lately. I don't ( Read more... )

Songwriters was fun tonight. New peoplez, they seem cool. I noticed i need to make better comments lol. I read this poem i wrote in math class and it was like the most truthful poem I've ever written, so i was a little hesitant on reading it, but i did. Bryan: Thought it was something for a drama thing. Like this thing which I forgot what it was ( Read more... )

I love you because you're everything I want,

but

I hate you because I'll never have you

(Why do you do this to me?)

What a week. I finally talked to Harry,what a cocky bastard. Atleast I talked to him. I've really been building up my confidence these past couple of days. I mean I've done things that I would question myself for hours wondering if I should or shouldn't. But I'm also careful not to take my confidence to far, that would be a bad thing. I think I'm ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to update more, I have just been so busy...believe it or not lol. Songwriter's was fun last night, I kept having laughing spasms on the mic, haha. It was very random last night, lol. Paul's song has to be my absolute favorite Christmas song...and Eric's "I Hate Christmas" one. Boy oh boy, I love that group ( Read more... )