I was in chicago for the happiest week of my life. I got to spend a whole week with my baby. Im so happy with him, its so crazy. He showed me around his school and the little towns around him and on new years we went to downtown chicago and walked around ( Read more... )

Today i almost died. I get these really bad stomach cramps sometimes and they make it so i throw up, pass out, wake up and repeat. I got them today, The only thing that let me get through the day is that mommy gave me darvacet. So that killed the pain its just the neasea that is hard to get rid of. But i just ate and im keeping it down so thats ( Read more... )

Have you ever gotten that horrible feeling in the pit of your stomach that something is missing? I have had that feeling for about a week now. I cant put my finger on it but its kinda making me stressed, trying to figure out what it is ( Read more... )

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This break has been interesting.... I now have an inhanced hatred for someone who calls themself a "close friend" i didnt really like her before but now she is trying to turn my best friend against me. fuck that.

The way that she is trying to do this is saying that kat and i have a crush on each other. Funny, fist off he is my best friends ( Read more... )

There is something thats been eating away at me for awhile and it really shouldnt. Im starting to piss myself off. Its something like your mad that someone got the last peice of candy even though you hate that flavor and you have the best kind in the world. But just beacuse someone else has it, it bothers you ( Read more... )

My Christostipher came up to bay city wednesday and left friday. It was so nice to see him, he makes me so happy. I brought him down to the hall to meet my peoples and everyone seemed to like him. other than kat but thats a different story. And best of all brother matt approves. Which means alot to me beacuse i thought that would be the one person ( Read more... )

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I have a nervous breakdown in school today. I couldnt figure something out in microsoft office and i worked on it for about a half an hour and once i did figure it out it was really easy. And i procceded to beat the desk with the book and laugh hysterically and cry ( Read more... )

This weekend has been very univentfull, except for a couple of things so im not sure how long this entry is going to be ( Read more... )