God, I am sucking at life lately.

I can't believe I am even crying about this, other than the fact that everything was A LIE. Never in my life....I hope you are reading this, and I honestly do hope you get help, you sociopath.

Sudden burst of self confidence, and I am ignoring him. He said some really awful things to me...why does he deserve the pleasure of my company??? Exactly. I'm just going to bike around and around and around until I'm exhausted.

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Listening to No Doubt's Rock Steady makes me feel in fact steady. Like everything that has happened in the past year has been for something, not nothing. Every situation, every death, I have learned intensely. Self-discovery is one of the most important pieces of life, and I am content with having spent the past two years in this journey ( Read more... )

Moving in 3 weeks, this is going to be epic, the whole packing thing. I have lived in the same place for a while. I'll be happy when I can live somewhere and stay somewhere for 5 years...it seems I move every 2 years. I want a place to settle. I know where that place is, patience, patience. Andrew and Mandi are coming for dinner tonight, they ( Read more... )

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Radiohead - Kid A (Remixed by Y P B) from Beatismurder Records on Vimeo.

you make me feel so broken.

Thank GOD. Kass is flying in from NYC today to see me...I almost cried when she told me. Thank you soul mate, thank you!

I've been watching Rodarte's videos on their website of all their shows, starting with Spring 2008. Laura and Kate Mulleavy are my idols. Such amazing clothing.