so giddy right now, i am just going to revel in this happy moment.

I've abandoned this garden for far too long.

All I want to do is eat chocolate, read Neruda, and kiss you.

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All I want is for you to realize that you are so worth it...

Don't give up on me this time. Don't give up on me this time. Don't give up on me this time ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I miss people. I can't make deadlines. People from the past keep haunting me. I love you.

Monday night someone died. There is a ghost on Martin Street, and there are gashes in the trees to prove it. I couldn't see for the thick layers of police cars and SBI vans, and it's probably a good thing. I'm drawn to terror it seems. He was running from the police, and he hit a tree. I saw pictures on the news, and the car looked like a ( Read more... )

I am not even sure how to harness what i'm feeling and put it into a text box on the internet. There is a pain in my stomach and I can't label it. My lungs feel heavy. Swine flu? No, perhaps just mel on chol y.

I can't get caught up. ever. how does it work, this adulthood working 2 jobs and being in school thing? can i just have a loan plz so i can pay my bills and get my shit done?