Wellpz, today was a pretty busy day...I woke up at like 6:20 to say bye to my baby before he went to work, and I relized my mins end at 6 and I was like O SHIT! but yeah, then I just called him from my house fone. He bitched at me for a while tellin me that I needa get my homework done and shit, and I haven't done that yet! OOPS! I LOVE YOU LEROY! ( Read more... )

Well, Me and LeRoy had a long ass talk tonight, and it made me relize sooooo much shit..OMG...I know I made mistakes in the past, but he's made me relize people can change, people can get better, and I can still be loved even when I'm a fuck up. lol...I really dont see how he sticks around through all this shit! UGH! I love him so much. He's ( Read more... )

Wellpz, Thought I might type a lil one just for Gram. I'm really worried about her. She went back to the doctors the other day and they found out she has a 70% clogged artery in her neck..Hmm, I just wish she would get better!! Her face kinda looks better. I feel like I'm babysitting everyday! It sucks, but I do it cuz I love her, ya know..She's ( Read more... )

Hmm, Some stupid shit has happend lately..Me and Steve talked the other day, and for some odd stupid reason like always, we both decided to just stop talking. I have no idea WTF happend. One thing led to another and BAM me and him were no longer friends..He told me that like, we never really "knew" eachother, and we were really only there for some ( Read more... )

Wow, I really have to start thinking about that. From now on I'm gonna be happy! Yeah right I wish. I'll just keep telling myself that untill it's true. Okay, How about, I'll be as happy as I can be when I can be!! That works for me. I'm sick of being stupid, and depressed. Life doesn't have to suck. Life is what you make it, and I obviously didn't ( Read more... )

Wellpz, Last night, I talked to LeRoy and thought about everything I've been saying, and I'm starting to kinda get whats going on which makes me happy. There's a few things I dont like about myself, but other then that, I know that deep down inside I love myself. I'm not THAT bad of a person. Wellpz, anyways, Right now LeRoy is down at Copperhead, ( Read more... )

If that's true, that you cant love someone if you dont love yourself first, then how do people know that they are in love? Or maybe deep down inside, you do love youself, you just dont know it yet? I dont know...All I know is I'm not sure I love who I am. I'm starting to think I love who I am, but I let other peoples oppinions get in the way of ( Read more... )

Wow, Sometimes when you finally think life is going ok, it turns around and bites you in the ass! Wellpz...Yesterday I thought it was gonna be a good day, but instead I had to take my grandma to the hospital. She had symtoms of a stroke. They said it was either that or bells paulsey or something like that. We stayed there for like 10 hours, from ( Read more... )

Getting detension ( Read more... )

LeRoy: Hey baby!! You know I'm sorry about everything, and I know we can work things out. I'm really happy you called last night, I really didn't think you would. Well babe, Thank you for always being here for me and never doubting us! I love you sooo much! *muaz* We are forever hun ( Read more... )