It was Peter's funeral today and its left me feeling somewhere between down, dark and really profound. I think updating would help but i just haven't got the energy.

Maybe later.

Arrrrrggghhh doom and gloom clearly has a crush on me!!! Today i recieved some bad but not at all suprising news about Darren's grandad (well its actually his 'step' grandad and we refer to him simply as Dick). Dick has been ill for a few months and it was fairly obvious to me and a few others that it was some sort of blockage on his bowel, either ( Read more... )

Oh gosh, i was just gonna post to say what a fab new year i've had but then i got an email from Newcastle asking me to pick a start date for my new job and now im just like "omg omg omg omg!!". Ive waited six months for this day and now that its here im panicking!! This is IT, my future begins here, im no longer a student or a bum of any sort, im ( Read more... )

I am going for a contact lense fitting in an hour, so i just took my current lenses out, washed them and replaced them even though i only put them in about two hours ago. Sounds strange but, you wouldnt go to the dentist's with smelly breath would you ( Read more... )

Today i bought this dress from a label that is rapidly becoming my fave, All Saints. I think im in love:


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My grandad died, then our oven broke, then our shower broke so christmas is shaping up to be a generally miserable, foodless, smelly day. Just when you think things cant get any worse i start noticing signs that suggest my parents marriage is also broken.

I have presents to wrap, more soon.

As much as i want to update properly i've figured that i simply don't have the energy to do it properly and so im resorting to a very crass bullet point post ( Read more... )

I am so exhausted. I would really like to update as the last few days have been life changing - and in some ways life affirming - but im simply too tired.

Granpa (1989 ( Read more... )

He died last night at about half ten. I know i should be upset but really im just glad he isn't suffering any more ( Read more... )