i really wish i didn't take everything so seriously. it would spare me so much grief and discomfort. i wish i could remember how to have a good time. i wish i didn't worry all the time.

im on academic warning.
i have only completed 72.5 credit hours.
this semester im only taking 12.
im going to be in college forever.
im never going to move out of my house.
no one is ever going to stick around :X

here's to another year of being stepped on, used, walked all over, putting ridiculous substances in my body, being depressed, being obsessive, and all in all, failing miserably at life. sorry to be so pessimistic, but, things haven't really changed one bit.

things i am crazy about RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT
-pizza + bleu cheese
-hats
-friends that give me new hats
-this boy mark
-listening to robert blake and MIA haha
-my new tattoo
-cuddling

things i'm not so crazy about
-working til five
-driving in the snow
-not living around the corner from kristalee anymore
-that new will smith movie

that is all

finally i feel like i'm moving in a positive direction in life. the semester's over, this year's almost over ( Read more... )

today at work, these six old men met up and got sandwiches. they brought a birthday cake for larry. they took pictures of me and kristen with him.
it was probably the cutest thing ever.
and then they tipped us each two bucks.
it wasn't necessary.

yesterday i drank coffee for the first time in two weeks ( Read more... )

it's not even 8 am yet
i love how no matter what time i go to bed at night, i'm still up mad early every day
what is my problem? i used to love sleep

miserable. fucking miserable.

i've got a long, cold, lonely winter ahead of me.

i think i'm destined to ruin every relationship i come across.

stop lying to me, i hate it.