don't read this unless you want to hear me complain. a lot ( Read more... )

after juggling doctor's appointments and therapy, i finally found a psychiatrist who would accept my insurance, and who was also accepting new patients. dr. leeland jones on harlem road. i walked into the most ghetto excuse for a dr's office i have ever seen ( Read more... )

my anxiety has gotten the best of me.

i love how no matter how much i do for some people, all they want to do is take take take. walk all over me. please. i should wear a sign on my fucking forehead ( Read more... )

so...i woke up this morning with pink eye. grrrreeeaaaat. stay away from me for 24 hours :(

i am still just sick to my stomach

"...one thing i liked in those Laws of Attraction cults is the idea of a delay in the system, if you allow this for you to bring you down, and in turn the people around you, you might find down the line, while your being as virtuous as humanly possible, that the most horrible thing will happen to you, like what happened in this instance, don't let ( Read more... )

despite my current situation, i've decided not to completely lose faith in humankind. i'd really like to think that most NORMAL people would NEVER do something like that EVER.

seriously though, what the fuck?

remember how sweet and easy life used to be?
being a kid and having no worries?
when did life start to lose its magic? somewhere after the fourth grade i think?
i used to think it was a good thing to be naive. now i am starting to realize where it got me.

wintertime in buffalo.
who's not depressed?