wow. so who would have thought that just as somethings in my life were working themselves out, all hell breaks loose and my life turns into a cruel joke ( Read more... )

my hopes are so high my head spends a majority of the day up in the clouds. i can't ever stop thinking about him, no matter how hard i try. i'm just so fucking nervous. he makes me nervous. i saw him this weekend. it was fantastic. i was too fucked up to be myself but i hope i came of as charming ( Read more... )

"Welcome to ( Read more... )

it's really a terrible thing when you can't walk three blocks without crying ( Read more... )

it's really hard to find a good place to be in my life. i'm trying, but things just seem to keep getting in the way. whether its my inability to perform in school or at work. or my ability to sustain a good mood for more than a few hours. everything just seems so screwed up. perhaps it's my skewed view of the world and my life. i seem to focus on ( Read more... )

so it's been a long road. the past year has brought a lot of bullshit fucked up challenges. after facing one of the worst years of my life, alone, it might seem that i can take on anything. the past year has brought a falling gpa, the loss of my best friend of four years, an entire put-in-bay ordeal, which i wish never to remember ( Read more... )

it's been a while. a really long while. i'm no longer the individual i was a year two ago. i'm better. i'm stronger. i'm even more tired. and at this stage in my life, i'm seriously considering becoming a lesbian. i'm tired of being alone. i'm mostly tired of being alone in a world full of happy couples. with all my troubles, i have more than ( Read more... )

hi,

i dropped off the face of the earth.

sincerely,
mollie

um.

not feeling so discarded any more.

minus all the drama. i'm good. and it feels good to be able to say that.

happy comfest!