why do i always take all my frustration out on the people that are closest to me at the time? everyone in my friends group likes to make fun of me. i know they are all joking and think its fine because i join in when they laugh, but i am beginning to think i just bottle it all up. i am starting to believe what they say. life is just so hard right ( Read more... )

i need some god damn costume ideas.
this weekend is going to be so insane i cant even imagine.
halloween and girltalk? FUCK.

with every mistake i must surely be learning.

happiness is a warm gun though, mang.

i am going to be very sad if i dont find someone to keep me warm by winter.

i am always just in a state of waiting and anticipating for something to happen. for ANYTHING to happen. the only thing that makes me happy right now to be honest is partying. i could really go for some friends right now. ones that actually care about me and want to hang out outside the party scene. i havent had one of those in months i swear. it ( Read more... )

i need to go down to the tracks and watch the trains go by to remind myself that there are places that arent here.

i just wish i could start over.
i am so emotional today that i cried while watching the movie stepmom. wtf is wrong with me

i couldnt ask for better parents ( Read more... )

gd dmnt. i just want excuses to hang out with him constantly.

i honestly hang out with more really hot/amazingly funny guys then any normal three girls put together.
its a hard life.
seriously.
ha