high > drunk

i seriously need to get my life back in order.
before school starts.

it reminded me twice that i was alive.
and that i've seen the real thing.

me derek and my fam are leaving for new jersey in like 3 days.
im really really excited to be in atlantic city.
smoking then swimming in the ocean and hangin on the board walk is going to be amazing.
it totally sucks that gambling age is 21 there though.

oh well.

im so happy with my current everything.

drinking is SO not as fun as it used to be.
i get sick every time, no matter how much i drink or dont drink.
so annoying.

so i was talking to my dad today and apparently some guy from another state called him because he has been tracking my dad for like 25 years and he wanted to see what my dad was up to now. he asked him if he had any old videos of him fighting or any pictures he could have. its sooo weird thinking about how my dad used to be somebody important that ( Read more... )

soooooo...
i need to get it through my head that when i smoke weed, i shouldnt drink. and when i drink, i shouldnt smoke weed.
i fall for it every single time.
then i end up just passing out.
and thats no fun.
one at a time brittany, one at a time.

i just hope everything works out, ya know?

looks like this mouth isnt perfect yet.
gotta go back under the knife asap.
or else my bottom teeth will fall out.
and that is my worst fear.
fuckin shit.
i can not win.