last night i stayed on AIM until near 3 o'clock why? i do not know or wish to say. but the only reason i got off then was because of sweet lil ol ashley. aparently my keyboard and computer screen light is too much distraction and she had been tryin to sleep for like 3 hours. this is soo crazy and i let her know that if was keeping her awake she ( Read more... )

i feel so comfortable with you, like i could talk to you for hours, which i do. i feel like i could tell you anything and you would understand, you wouldnt judge me or think im weird and if you did im confident you would ask me to explain and then you would understand everything perfectly like i had wanted. i wish things werent weird. i wish i ( Read more... )

hey yall my friend from home wrote this and she was wonderin what i thought. i like it but i figured she would also like a broader opinion so tell me what you think please ( Read more... )

words have almost left me. the girl with tangled hair and red-rimmed eyes who squints back from the small mirror can't be who i have become. she can't, she is too ugly. she is too deceptive and evil, too unstable and unhappy and unlovable. too childish and too irresponsible, too uncaring and too mindless and too stupid. too lost ( Read more... )

wow im too sweet? im not sure how accurate that is anymore. oh well

what is wrong with me? everything i touch turns to shit. my screwed up life is not only a problem for me now, i seem to have made others lives a bit more complicated too. i wish i knew what it is i believe! i wish i knew what he wanted. i wish i knew how to deal with that. i wish my parents werent going through this, its all my fault. has the lack ( Read more... )

Isnt it a little weird to be a prep AND a loner?? i guess this only furthur proves how confused/confusing i am


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well the group finally had a meeting! i think we will all get better at communicating, thank God! im really glad they pointed out my faults! that sounds strange but i really am happy about it! i think today showed us all that we do care about each other, or else we wouldnt mind simply drifting away ( Read more... )

what is happening now? another dramatic, monotonous, boring day and yet it surprises me every time. routine is rearing its ugly head, yet im glad it is back ( Read more... )

first and foremost- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MeKHALA ( Read more... )