Today is the yearly time that I browse through some old entries and look back on what I used to feel and think and write ( Read more... )

I'm going to first off admit that I am overwhelmingly emotional right now ( Read more... )

Life has gotten beautiful again.

All my little plans and schemes, lost like some forgotten dream.

Even if I should be forgetting and giving up I'm not going to.
This is the only thing that's had me feeling like this in a long time.
I'm learning patience.
And IIII LIIIKKEE YOUUU.

I need helppppppppppppppppp.

How do you not miss it? How do you not miss me?

Not an hour I wouldn't rather be sitting next to you.

ari because its hard to even answer a text from you let alone a call let alone seeing you... let alone seeing a silver mustang without getting anxiety..

This honestly just hurt my feelings more than I think it did the person actually saying it.
I've been there, I don't ever want to make someone feel like this.
How did this even happen?

I don't even remember the last time I heard this song, but it felt so good hearing and listening to it tonight. Im happy.

Take this heart of darkness
I give it up
and all the emptiness
you fill it up
the times that i feel nothing
you bring enough
so i can live for something
you lift me up!

and all these bad dreams
I wake up to the light
and when i can't ( Read more... )

and some days they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me, you better speak up i wont wait
so you better move fast